AT’18: A Nose Dive of Faith.

Yesterday, I took my scariest step toward hiking the AT next year: I gave my notice to work that I would be leaving.

Things just got very real.

With this leap of faith nose dive of faith, there are many questions I don’t have answers to. I have no idea how this will end. I’ve no idea how far I’ll make it, if I’ll enjoy it, if I can do it, if I’ll finish, where I’ll work when I’m done. No clue.

It’s so hard for me to give up control.

In my experience, that’s the most rewarding part. When I fully submit to God and see how he uses me, I’m never disappointed. I’m in awe of His ways when I fully surrender. So many times I’ve fought the process. I think I know how things will end and I manipulate situations to fit MY plan. It’s so much better when I have faith and trust in God to do His work through me.

For some reason, I’m supposed to go for this. I don’t know why, or for how long, but I can’t wait to see what God has planned.